Narrating this myself was tiresome, as i have an obvious accent when recorded and it doesn't suit the character, and when i attempts sorrow i just sounded like i was annoyed id stubbed my toe. The narrations didn't turn out as i expected, and i believe it was a major downfall in the final animations outcome.
Final Dialogue...
Its the first day back since it happened.
My parents think its too early, but.... if i don't do it now, ill never do it.
Ugh the awkward stares and condolences,
Its too weird.
Rooms go quiet when i enter,
People that would've happily seen the back of us
are now avoiding eye contact and constantly saying sorry.
I mean what are you even sorry for ?!
My world
It feels warped
like im not sure if its all real anymore
or if this is just one long bad dream.
The sorries
The emptiness
The world without him
its lost its colours, its vibrance, its meaning.
but.... it helps to know i'm not the only one who feels this.
Even homes not the same,
without him, can i even call it home?
Its dark, quiet, and lifeless.
I'm running out of his jumpers to wear.
it feels like its my last piece of him.
how do you go on after this?
My parents try
they try so hard
but.....is there any point.
without him, without his smile,
how are any of us supposed to go?
its impossible.
i've never felt so helpless and lonely.
i cant even face his room,
it would make this nightmare,
real.
russ
i miss you.
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